i'm not your saviour, save your energy

Originally uploaded by Valeria :)

stop hurting, the tears will eventually dry
maybe next time, it'll be your truth and not lie
so stop crying, there's no room for it at all
should've thought about it before i let you fall
photo copyright to valeria.
poem by yours truly.

who is to say

cause nobody wants you like i do

save my life

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sometimes i'm here, but i'll always be (link)

I saw the future once, I was drunk in a phone booth. My eyes were wet and red but I could not tell what was said and through the screams of the traffic; voices carried saying 'I am sorry.' On a day so grey it's black inside, watching churches on TV. In a coma you don't dream - you just hope that someone sits with you.

quote from douglas coupland

this is my life

Open up your mind
Open up your eyes
Even when I'm gone
My message will not die

Open up your heart
Open up your soul
Here is a story
Let the truth be told


I have the weight of the world upon my shoulders
Getting harder each day, people only get colder
Mom's working two jobs for me, keeping food on the table
Dad's trying his best to at least be stable
In the back of my mind, I'm thinking my life is screwed up
It's only messed up, my head is fucked up
But I know I'm leading a good one compared to the other ones
Where life is lived in poverty, with drugs, drinks and other guns
Love is the only thing that keeps this world spinning round
But I see hate overtaking it, we're getting drowned


Open up your mind
Open up your eyes
Even when I'm gone
My message will not die

Open up your heart
Open up your soul
Here is a story
Let the truth be told


Kids running on the street, taking advice from street hoods
Who are roaming and loafting around up to no good
I've got fresh wounds and everlasting scars
As well as the people around me, but this life is ours
This life is hard, this life we live
It looks like drugs and guns is all we've got to give
But we've got to forgive and thrive, keep holding on
And keep holding, make sure the love's not all gone


Open up your mind
Open up your eyes
Even when I'm gone
My message will not die

Open up your heart
Open up your soul
Here is a story
Let the truth be told


- MDT.

bearer of bad news

The roads I take seem never ending.
A ray of light won't ever appear.
A happy ever after is nowhere near.

The roads I take seem never ending.
Hope won't ever come.
Faith isn't around, not even some.

The roads I take seem never ending.
Bad news at every corner.
And I'm the only foreginer.

The roads I take seem never ending.
In circles is the way I walk.
These walls, they whisper and talk.

The roads I take seem never ending.
They lead me nowhere.
The sky above won't answer to my prayer.

The roads I take seem never ending.
The roads I take seem never ending.
The roads I take seem never ending.

God, whisper to me an answer.
God, whisper to me anything.

The roads I take seem never ending.

It's only a matter of time.

i have You

When all else fails, I want to know that I have You.

When everyone walks out, I want to know that You will stay.

When all of them close the doors, I want to know that You will hold one open.

When everybody walks ahead, I want to know that You will walk beside.

When nobody reaches out a hand, I want to know that You will grab mine.

The only thing worth fighting for,

the only thing worth striving for,

the only thing worth living for,

is You.

God helps me through the days.

God is enough to help me through the days.